Memories of another time.

Well its christmas time once again. What should one expect around this holiday season? Reinvention of your childhood christmas? I have begun to realize that a person should never look to there past to see what is in the present no to mention the future. Since i was a child i have loved christmas. But times got hard and being an orphan you kind of forget family and all the joy the holidays should and did bring. Now having my child, I have tried to recreate my childhood christmas's for him. But it seems like they were always cursed. So i have learned to let go of the past, and see the present. To start new traditions and to let things grow into new kind of memories. So no blues on the happiest day of the year. They may not have been with me in the past and for that i am thankful. Because i would have never known how great my life is now! Family, is all that matters. It's the only thing left in the world that has the most heart!